Vegan butter in olive oil.
Today my mom was bleeding 4 cups every 1/2 hour. I made a curry pot pie and salad with molasses vinaigrette + currants.
My mom mentioned Hoku and apologized for mentioning Hoku, tearing up.
We watched people on Chopped prepare “little baby newborn fish” or something, and it was funny. I mentioned how my former girl-friend’s family were shitty to her after she came out as trans, which made my mom sad. Noah sewed a hand-knitted dish-towl to his parka, made by a great-aunt. Mom said “She poisoned her husband’s canned-chicken, Santa Claus, and skittle dinner. Now she’s sad and worried Columbo will find out, even though his wife is a big fan of hers.”
I mentioned Fukushima and how I prayed every night that everyone would die at the same time when I was little. My mom said I have always been afraid of grief, even though I have experienced plenty. We all giggled a lot.